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Friday, January 13, 2012

Mute

I've nothing to say. One by one I call people into my office and I ask them what they want from me. A flood of requests and troubles and wrongs that need to be righted and stories of miserable children burst forth like a broken dam. And I sit there, a quiet Buddha, playing with the stone necklace I made last night. I make one every night, often redoing the same one over and over. And I play with my long hair and cough and sneeze because I'm allergic to my whole office, maybe even to the work I do, and I listen to the clock tick and ask, "Is that all? Is that all you want from me?" And then I set out a plan for how I will help them, a map for how we will get from here to there.

4 comments:

Selma said...

I use a kind of mapping system too. To get from here to there. It does seem to help.

The Querulous Squirrel said...

Us visual thinkers.

Storm Dweller said...

The stones help. I'm curious which ones you use. And mapping seems to be a necessity in life.

The Querulous Squirrel said...

I have no idea what stones I use. There is a magical bead store down the street owned by an odd Iraqi woman who seems to know everything about stones. I pick out ones I find beautiful and she helps me match them to others and tells me stories of their type and origins.